This Experience Of Truth
by Melissa Mace

Everything that exists is support and resource.

I am the empty space that births it All,
moves through it All,
is held by it All.
It’s a mutually perfectly balanced existence
with no identity.

Other than the relationship itself
of Gratitude and Love.

Yet, even in saying that,
any ideas or preconceptions about what
Gratitude and Love is or feels like,
is not really quite it.

Because, even though it’s a very high frequency state,
it doesn’t feel elevated or “altered”
and not even personal.
It just feels:
clean,
and clear,
and powerfully ordinary.

Bringing more of my experiential awareness into it
made me sense how inverted our default perception
of existence and life is.

Typically, I walk in my life
wired into thinking
that the physical world,
the manifest world,
the structural world,
is a hindrance
to my spiritual capacity.
Is a barrier or challenge
to my eternal nature.
Is a heavier, denser expression
that slows down
knowing and power and insight.

But this experience of truth
was turned inside out
in comparison to that.

When the personal self is no longer there,
the true self, empty space,
is directly held,
and is an equal partner
to the structural world,
whose only service and purpose
is to one thousand percent support
and be a resource
for the
empty space
experiencing itself
as Light.

So, everything is feeding itself
exactly what it needs
at all times –
if it wasn’t,
it would collapse in on itself.

Yet, there’s a fullness here.
An expansiveness.

So the feeling is:
I’m not a person here in this big world
seeking purpose and service;
instead,
the world in its entirety
just is.

And in this “is-ness,”
there’s not one part of the equation
that comes first –
it’s an arising of simultaneity.

There is a fluid intelligent structure that is
**so incredibly exact**
that it is actually physical and
there is empty space.

In my experience, it was like my awareness
was nested or enfolded
in or as the empty space,
and what made it all the more real
and humbling
and ordinarily awe-inspiring
is that the sense of “form”
didn’t at all come from the structure
of the physical world.

And definitely not from identifying as the body.

Yet, the sense of form
is what emanates from the love
that the structural world
exists for.

It’s entire purpose
is to serve this empty space
of light and awareness.

And a big reversal in that for me was:
it’s not my individual ‘mission’ to be ‘in service’
or ‘in my purpose’…

It’s more as if service and purpose
is what the Universe is made of.

Service and purpose
is what’s feeding the
Light I Am.

Feeding the empty space.

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